I am interminably asking myself: What matters? What freaking matters? Pain, loneliness, love, disappointment, staying alive, enabling your strength, wins… We try to hide who we are, we play games, we do all that is in our power to drain ourselves to mask it all, to not stay awake, to not understand who that is … Continue reading Open-closed, you’re welcome nowhere
We've all been told to excel and achieve our potential. But we are surrounded by ways and ideologies on how to be average or below. They want to obscure our view by deforming our perspectives, dressing them in the <<must have, must be, must see>>. Is this new information? I am sure it's not. Some … Continue reading Truth with a Twist
Are we too much? In bed, covered with my blanked while a hot tear is spreading to my neck. In my mind there are only noises: shattered glasses of expectations, bombs of disillusionment, heavy waves of insecurities and numerous stitches of heartbreak. I feel how my heart cries, making my eyes water. I close them … Continue reading TOO MUCH
It took me a long time to decide whether or not I should share this story with you. When I wrote this, it was with a heavy heart and an unconditional appreciation for this small and wise soul. The moment your pet dies, actually, the moment you realise you are a sensitive and perceptive human … Continue reading Suzi
How is it that whenever something goods shows at your doorstep, your next thought is that it won't last? Or when something horrible and irreparable happens, you can only see it lingering forever? Who was a wise being. Since her birth, she was endowed with empathy and understanding for everything around him. He was calm … Continue reading Who knows.
All of a sudden, I started trembling with fear. “Not again!”, I said putting my face in my hands to hide the despair. I was familiar with this pain of utter consternation. I was so scared that my heart started pounding. I couldn’t escape my senses, that were chaotically building up, and I knew something must … Continue reading Not a Christmas Story
I’m the girl that smokes with the windows closed, I ash my cigarette in a glass half full, But I keep searching on, For ways to attract karma, canceling drama. I am sick of them calling me darling, you’re troubling. But I’m crawling away, trying to make sense. So I accepted your guidance, but there’s … Continue reading WRONG SIDE OUT